I didn't seem to change very much, only became very aggressive and focused on particular ideas. A hunger. And rage. The urge to commit violence and [ God. ] mate.
[ Will he ever internalize it? Only time will tell. Arguing just sends him into another depressive spiral, so he jumps right over that self-hating abyss of a topic. ]
Do u still wanna try the wards with me Just in case?
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Date: 2025-11-25 03:32 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2025-11-27 02:13 pm (UTC)It seemed more [ .... ] specific.
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Date: 2025-11-28 12:28 am (UTC)What do u mean
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Date: 2025-11-28 04:28 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2025-11-28 08:17 pm (UTC)Yea that's what happens...
But what do u mean u didn't change much
Wait
U remembered all that?
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Date: 2025-12-03 05:59 pm (UTC)I remember some of it. Flashes of what happened. Like trying to remember a dream, or a nightmare. But it definitely happened.
Buffy was able to keep me contained, luckily.
[ .. So to speak. ]
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Date: 2025-12-03 11:37 pm (UTC)U should be totally different and like
Not really remember anything
[ Flashes and dream-like feeling does sound familiar, but that only happens way later. And barely. ]
What did she do?
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Date: 2025-12-08 04:58 pm (UTC)She accommodated me. My needs. Is that enough information? Please do say yes.
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Date: 2025-12-08 05:03 pm (UTC)As long as she's not hurt or anything
Figures that I'd screw this up too
[ first he fucks up spells, now he fucks up turning someone into a werewolf?? ]
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Date: 2025-12-09 03:57 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2025-12-09 05:47 pm (UTC)Do u still wanna try the wards with me
Just in case?
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Date: 2025-12-09 06:49 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2025-12-09 06:51 pm (UTC)I can meet u at the library or wherever
Just let me know when ur free