- Seeking validation from others but constantly feeling unappreciated - Loss of self, desperately seeking a place in the world; obsession with approval leads to poor decisions - Never satisfied, constantly seeking flaws and problems even in moments of happiness - Drowns in their own self-pity, feeling as though the world is out to get them
PRESENT -- STRENGTH - reversed
- Unleashed appetites: become the beast, insatiable and barely human, no self-control - Fear of vulnerability becomes a kink — letting someone “tame” them - Loss of emotional composure turns them on; crying, begging, breaking down mid-act
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tarot spread 🎴 - may 2025
Date: 2025-05-03 03:31 pm (UTC)PAST -- THE SUN - reversed
- Seeking validation from others but constantly feeling unappreciated
- Loss of self, desperately seeking a place in the world; obsession with approval leads to poor decisions
- Never satisfied, constantly seeking flaws and problems even in moments of happiness
- Drowns in their own self-pity, feeling as though the world is out to get them
PRESENT -- STRENGTH - reversed
- Unleashed appetites: become the beast, insatiable and barely human, no self-control
- Fear of vulnerability becomes a kink — letting someone “tame” them
- Loss of emotional composure turns them on; crying, begging, breaking down mid-act
FUTURE -- THE EMPEROR - upright
- Daddy Vibes
- Commanding authority, wise leadership, offering structure/stability